Wednesday, April 14, 2010

the starting of "battle"

now is the time for me to start the battle with myself...but one thing streaming in my mind which makes me hard to focus on studies...i know i shouldn't have that thought in my mind because it will not help me in any way,worse to worse,it might affect my studies. but sometimes this thing also motivates me when i was down. the memories are very sweet (at least it is sweet in my thought), and some are interesting...i realized that i couldn't force myself to forget this, therefore i just accept it and try my best to make it the motivation for me to study. family's support is very important too!!because when i think of them,i will feel warm,just like the lyric below:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPKgbmcuOMk&feature=PlayList&p=214AE0F0EA17BE9D&playnext_from=PL&index=0&playnext=1
this is really a good song (at least i think the lyrics suits my feeling now in Edmonton.)
i miss him...i really miss him...everyday i'm counting...how many days since i last chatted with him...does he miss him too??but i already know the answer,there is no use to hope or imagine the answer that i want to know...he wont miss me....

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