now is the time for me to start the battle with myself...but one thing streaming in my mind which makes me hard to focus on studies...i know i shouldn't have that thought in my mind because it will not help me in any way,worse to worse,it might affect my studies. but sometimes this thing also motivates me when i was down. the memories are very sweet (at least it is sweet in my thought), and some are interesting...i realized that i couldn't force myself to forget this, therefore i just accept it and try my best to make it the motivation for me to study. family's support is very important too!!because when i think of them,i will feel warm,just like the lyric below:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPKgbmcuOMk&feature=PlayList&p=214AE0F0EA17BE9D&playnext_from=PL&index=0&playnext=1
this is really a good song (at least i think the lyrics suits my feeling now in Edmonton.)
i miss him...i really miss him...everyday i'm counting...how many days since i last chatted with him...does he miss him too??but i already know the answer,there is no use to hope or imagine the answer that i want to know...he wont miss me....
