end of story....

i have decided to forget about it before i'm going too deep...
is time to wake up from dream...this story shouldn't have started initially...
maybe i just too lonely at that time,but now i'd used to the loneliness ad...or perhaps,i have accepted Kin as my intimate and i can share my worries with her ad...
anyway,is good to make this decision now,so that i will not get hurt too deeply.
i promise myself i will live happily and forget this story...
be friend is good as friendship will never end...
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random...

i should not be that pessimistic because i'm much luckier than many people...before this, i was complaining about my TA, how bad he was and how ignorant he was...but after listened to other people's complains, i realized that my TA is better than theirs and i know i still can do better next time. this really makes me so relieved because at least i have someone to talk with when i'm down, pissed-off or lonely...
ok la,that's what i want to share today:)

"just let it be" is just an alibi to face it...

the starting of new semester indicates the starting of my nightmares...i just putting too much stress on myself because this new semester gonna be a hard term...although i have other thing bothering me,yet i keep avoiding not to think about that as i'd already have many things to think about.i'm not sure whether i'm doing it right (avoiding some problem that i'm afraid to face), but what i can do now is just keep that away from my thought and try to be relax.
i did something that i've never do before.for some reasons,i don't know whether it is worth to do this,but i will continue until i'm done with what i'm doing now.
wish me luck and i will try to be happy :)

after the break

It's been a while from previous blog.I'd used the X'mas break efficiently to relax and do the things that i like.i've fully charged from this break and going to face the challenges fro this new semester.i know it's gonna be a hard term,yet, i just hope i can cope with it as i know anyway i still have to face this for the rest of my study years...5 courses in a term shouldn't be that hard as many people also can cope with it,it is just that i'm not the one who can do well in each course.haha
there are a lot of things happen during the X'mas break, such as learn to ski,knitting and skating.hmm...the happiest thing is that i can sleep soundly during the break,that supplied me with energy to go out everyday!! :P
ok,i got to continue my work lo,if got time,i will update my blog ya!
take care guys:)