it has been cloudy for the whole day in Edmonton.my mood for today just like the weather, cloudy and dry...i wasn't sleeping well last night maybe is because i'm quite nervous for this morning's interview in the hospital. luckily the interview went smoothly :) since i wasn't slept well last night, i made him lack of sleep too...i feel so guilty for that. perhaps this is the main reason why i'm moody for the whole day. i shouldn't "stick" with him too much although i miss him always. it is very hard for me to distance him since it was not easy for this relationship to germinate. we're slowly building up the base of this relationship.hopefully everything goes fine :)
in today's english class, we discussed about the "mask". then i realized that actually there are many people wearing their mask in their daily life. i found it very fake and uneasy to pretend. is this the reason for them to protect themselves?? why would them do so?? maybe my heart isn't pure enough, the reason that i can think of is that they are gaining benefit from being wearing the mask. if you know something, why don't you just tell out loud?? pretending to be innocent (or know nothing) is your best way to ignore your responsibilities. you are no longer a kid, you should know that people have no responsibility to help you and he also has his own problem. people, please don't forget to show your gratitude to the people who always help you. don't get me wrong, i'm not the one who help people and hoping for reward. i dislike you for being "INNOCENT" and don't care about the things happening around you!!
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