i couln't find myself in U of Alberta...

is different from Taylor's...at least i have Abi in Taylor's to share my worries and other primitive matter.but,i don't have someone in U of A that can share my tears...i have a lot of things to share but i don't feel safe to tell my "close" friend here...Apparently, they are close to me,but...how many of you know me?i fear to face this world...why am i here in Canada??????????

can i just have somebody that is reliable and close to my heart to share my worries?
i've many things miggling in my heart and mind.i wish i have my little world in this land...
is my OWN world......

good bye...

many people asked me about my feeling before departure...

well...frankly,i feel nothing or maybe a bit fed up because i don't like to waste time in the flight...

a long long journey which takes a long long time to arrive...

i've tried a 6-hrs journey (frm KL to Tapah and vice versa) today...

is really tired and feeling bad...

but,this is only 6 hrs compare to more than 10 hrs in plane!!

cant imagine the feeling for tomorrow night...

i've met up and chat with few friends from Tapah and Taylor's these few day...

Glad to meet them and they are so nice...

i'm gonna miss them...my friends...

Wish them all the best, stay healthy and always :)

good bye Malaysia!!! i love my family :)

Muacks !!

难忘的旅程...

Along the way back to KL,i've thought of many things...

It's been a very long journey....

having more than 7 hours in the bus,a lot of memories poping out in my mind.

about family, studies and some personal business....

how to say...is just too much things to worried, to concern....

i hope i could be more courageous, to face something that i've been avoiding...

in this 3-days penang trip, i've met friends that have not seen for quite a long time...

very suprise to know that "they" are together :)

Congraturation!!!wish you two can be a happy,sweet couple :)

i din't aspect this really come true, i thought it is just a rumour.

Anyway,this is a good news to all of us.

hope to hear more formation of new couples------>jia you!!!Philip :)

hahahaha....

we have visited a lot of places in Penang. These places are not very popular, i've never been to, thus,i enjoyed this trip very much!! Thanks Wai Chuen!!

Besides that, the house that we stayed is very comfortable, especially the room! suitable for pillow talk!!!haha...

i like the swing in the garage as well... with the mild wind blowing, very harmony, enjoyable, comfortable...

最大的收获是看见每一位参与的朋友都可以放开胸怀和睦共处。

很久不见，他真的改变了一些。不错!! :)

我很开心与他少了尴尬，至少可以与朋友们一起愉快地聊天了:)

希望这些都可以继续保持，happy forever......

a 2nd-hand body...

It is a universal acknowledgement that my body function is not functioning well.....

*i hope i memorised the first few words correctly...* hehehe =.=

you guys must wonder what does it mean by "2nd-hand body" right?

here is the explaination: "2nd-hand body" means the body is aged and enfeebled, sometimes will lack a bit; sometimes will collapse...

tomorrow is the day for the trip to Penang and Ipoh.Yet,i might have to cancel joining the trip...

(depends on my health condition)

Ironically, my post yesterday was reminding friends to take care of their health;yet today, i get sick!!! How ironic it is!!

Haiz....headache,flu,cough,fever,sore throat make me feel very uncomfortable!!!

for me, it seems like a trend to consult doctor at least once a month!!!

Actually i rejected to visit doctor today, but my mother and sister worry is H1N1 (cz my sis's working place have 2 cases of H1N1) , so i have no choice but followed their wish lo~~

Luckily i'm quite smart!!!hehe....

i took panadol and sleep few hours before going to clinic...

So,my body temperature return to normal now :)

Now,i seriously advice you all to take care yourselves, drink water is not much useful, is better to drink herb tea...take care:)

After reading ct's blog,i realized that i'd already done most of the preparations to Canada.

those necessary documents,visa,clothing,and the other troublesome stuff.

But, I'd bought a bag that i think is not appropriate and not worthy with that price.

is all sis's fault!!she was rushing me to make decision.in fact,i really thought of not buying it, but her face showed :"faster la~~~simply choose one and pay la!!! *because all prices are the same with different model*"

For her, she think that all models are more or less the same,but she din't compared those models in other shops. I realized that i have a very serious illness, which is having difficulty in making hurry decision. got any treatment to treat this illness???

i wonder...

Now,i've ready to go for the trip la!!Already packing:)

this i can do it very fast:) hehe

Lastly,i would like to advice my friends to take care of their health,

don't get influence by the haze *like Mathew* ....Hehe (Mathew don't angry ya!!)

Drink more water and more water and also more WATER!!!

have a nice day:)

a new fresh day

wow!!really a new fresh day!!

early in the morning before i woke up, God already sent me a great present!

don't wonder...that was the greatest b'day present i'd ever received!!

sooooooooo.................

now is the time to announce what was the gift la!!

*drum hits..................*

is the Great Rainnnnn la~~

Early in the morning i got cold and following up was flu~~

haiz....sneeze in the whole morning until evening...

this makes me cant go out meet with friends for celebration.

also,i'd lost appetite to eat...

maybe i took too much medicine and took it without taking food before,i felt very uncomfortable and felt like vomitting, something stucked in my throat...

din expect that my b'day gift is called "SICK"!!!

feel better now....although haven't re-gain appetite,but i have energy to write this...

it's been a while....a long while for not blogging...

there are a lot of reasons for not being blogging,hard to explain...so...just forget it!!:)

i feel glad today because i'd received a lot of wishes from friends...

you guys make me feel so good,just like proving my existance...haha

thanks:)

Lin Xin,i will smile always. At least,i will smile in front of you:)haha

as we grow elder and elder, we will see things differently...

remember the coin in 3 sides???

that is what i learnt and practice in life...

for most of the people,birthday is a happy day.

on the other hand,i think that is a great day for mother

the heavy rain today notified me that 19 years ago,mother had gave me her greatest courage,

the courage to face the world...and obstacles in the future...

so,i'm here to thank all the mother in the world,they are really....don't know how to describe:)

thank you, mother...

opps!!!forgot to tell u the "third side" of birthday!!

actually, birthday is the great apportunity to keep all your friends in touch!!

like today,i'd received a b'day wish from a very special friend. we'd lost contact for quite a long time...glad to hear from her again:)

ok la,will blog again soon....thanks buddy:)

thanks for those who love me~~

not much to express to all of you,just want to thanks you guys. since i was borned, there were a ot of people who love me so much. they cared me and guided me all the way until now. besides that, i also thanks for those who be with me when i was sick. i know i bring a lot of trouble for many people around me because i really very troublesome. haha~~ct,really so sorry la!make you worry about me as i always hurt myself.i promise if i get in the same university as you or in other word continue be your roomate i will really take care of myself so that won't trouble other people lo!!next, i also feel sorry for disappointing some people that love me and teache me to be socialised. i just feel free and more comfortable to be alone. thats not a bad sign ah!!rite?hehe...love you guys o~~~lastly, good luck for our CPT!!!!!!!!!!!!